I am a Surv{i}vor

Sometimes i really sit back and think to myself; "hey Morgan, why do you put yourself through some of things you go through," but at the same time i realized that allot of it had broke me down only to form  me into a stronger individual. I've learned allot and now in the future i'll make it to where i wont have to learn twice. I wont ever let my children or people close to me go through what I went through because it isn't right at all. I never really had someone outside of my family to really be there for me like no other. Maybe I did but i was so blinded by the world that I couldn't see them. I'll push through it all, i wont give up. That's not me and it wont ever be.


                                                    ~ barz.m

20 time project

                   the start of a good thing 
i guess for my project , ill write story's and poems about the things in life that impact  me the most. I've noticed that the more i right and express myself, i feel better. In certain time periods i feel like writing or music is my only resort because people irritate me and i'm  suddenly liking the fact that i don't have to hold it all in , i can say whatever, however and know one can stop me. period 

                                                        - barz.m